The Irony

Meanwhile, my best friend and her husband have been trying to have a baby for about two years now. They've just gone through round 1 of IVF, and are waiting for the implantation results as we speak.

And for me and my boyfriend, it was as simple as not using condoms for five days.

They are hoping for positive results, while I am heading to the clinic to terminate one.

Oh my god, this is life? This is it? That's life...?

I am to be the godmother of my best friend's child. If their IVF is successful, the due date would be around the same time as mine would have been.

I will cherish her child even more, and hope that I can make it up to my guardian angel in this way, if even in an insignificant way.